I Need Solitariness

“I was never the girl next door”

- Bettie Page

A Bit Sport at Night

Fisip Unpar Squads and Many More,
including Lecturers who held this occasion and alumnus:

crazy!

Instead of riding Tornado in Dufan

I rode a roller coaster at BSM last night. And I bloody forgot to bring my camera with me.

That one has to be re conduct. for sure.

Man I’m facing mid term exams here this bloody two weeks.

bloody papers.

bloody reading materials.

so perfect I could make it as an emo song.

lol

McD Frenzy

I miss McDonald


I do

I went there last night, (still) doing homeworks

These people gave me a ride, Ucha & Cilla

and do a bomb on my shoes (which was awesome!)

a “squid” girl

When to Karaoke is to Kill Time

It’s not just that, it’s where you howl out your skill of singing, (which is LACK). So I’d like to introduce you guys, they’re Cencen and Shenny my housemates. Last night we decided to have some crazy night (again) after dealing with such papers and thesis. Well, the karaoke place itself was quite cozy, and cheap, even lack of new song entries, “Lemonade”. For unimportant info, I almost hit Cencen’s car (lame).

We started out with Katy Perry’s “I Fuck a girl and I like it” (ups, wrong lyrics). Cencen’s voice was quite good, I never thought of it. well I often hear her shouting in our house, how can I suppose so? hahahhaaha, Shenny’s? hmm, hilarious. Maybe she was a wedding singer, (weird) that’s just my thought. lol

Look at Shenny’s face. Isn’t she lovely?

Oh yea, I must also conclude, that Cencen being so racist that time, she kept on pointing on Chinese people and their stuff. Well I mean, what’s wrong with Chinese? I have a lot of Chinese friends. I know she was joking. Cencen will have to get married! and she will awfully say harsh things to me if she read it. LOL

Sweet October?

I was called Mutia, then turned out to Mute, and recently I’m finding myself be called Myut. I don’t care, just call me whenever you saw me, I’ll say Hi Back! even though I rarely remember your name. Don’t blame me, it’s a disease I suppose. Well last night I did something crazy and awesome, indeed it’s my first time drinking with lots of peeps. It’s not that I want to ruin your lil sisters’ behavior, but I really think I got a great night and great story to tell.

well, some college guy gave me a ride, he hit me with a question, “Mute, are you in touch with some guy right now?” i went silently. Then he tried to accuse me, with “do you think I’m high right now?” I went with a ‘No?’. “Yes cos I’m not, and I’m sorry, this is the way I am. I’m frontal, will you answer my question?”. That was the first thing.

And then the night was going wilder, We arrived at my friend house, then we played card stacks called “Right The Buzz”,  where everyone got their turns to guess what card will turn out the same as he’s predicted. If your prediction’s wrong, you need to drink your own shots, if you’re right, you may point someone out to drink it. We played aawahaay, people getting very excited. Then, -shake my head- I didn’t know what dream I had the other last night, but my guy friend pointed me to drink -first- one sip -turned out- to 2 shots, then 6 shots. Why on earth.. my body swallowed it until the time..

Yes I was very high, also my friends were. They mumbled and mumbled, saying things that don’t exist (well I, myself was scribbling about Draculas and Antonio Banderas, talking cows, as an influence of Interview with the Vampire movie). But this best man of mine was being a John Lennon. He thought he was raised in England. and I don’t know why he was very upset when his lighter -that he bought in Bali- was hidden somewhere. He took his cigarette, then kept on mumbling “Don’t you know I’m a smoker now?”…. (weird). Not long after, he longed for Lady Gaga song ‘Poker Face’ and was rage his self out cos it wasn’t in the play list.

We were young and lucky. I don’t whine. I don’t whine for finally doing it, or not doing it. Such a thing is rare in Indonesia. But I got this opportunity, I got my chance to dig it. It is sad that we only have 2 years left in College. Maybe someday it’ll be a great joke of our life time. Cheers

Confession in Return part III

your pictures are sentimental

they speak something like ‘Back Off’.

Confession in Return Part II

Alright, this is major urgency.

Help help help I miss my inspiration, totally.

I WANNA SPIT. well, Im certainly blabbering.

I, I, I, I.. I gotta go back tomorrow.

Well yeah, I won’t come back until I-Don’t-Know

Who will accompany me seeing The Ataris or The Ting Tings? well, I’m panicked. I feel all the feelings ate me from inside.

I know yesterdays I could be okay, and so tomorrow I will.

It’s like seeing your pictures slap me. It’s dangerous. I know you’d say “we are not supposed to, I don’t want to ruin..”

Well, this is major madness. When I was with you, i always took  responsibilities, not to say ’something that might hurt you’, not to do ’something nice to you’, not to care ‘of your wellness’, not to say ‘anything that You hate’.

Well, well, well, It’s like i wanna keep writing. Keep on blabbering. Even I just wanna stop when I take my pills (there when I fall asleep).

What would I do? what would I plan to? I don’t know. This hand just don’t want to stop typing..

No, I don’t cry. My lips are dried already. I, I, I.. am just shaking. I don’t know, somebody p/l/e/a/s/e  h/e/l/p  m/e

Too much duties tomorrow, I thought that I could through you for many Once Again(s).

Hey you know, I’ve just lost my perfume. Yes Burberry Beat that you used to smell. I’ve lost it. I lost my iPod as well. Perfect. Yesterday, I wanted to see you from far away. You remember right, you said the same thing, I denied. but again, maybe it’s destined. My car was being robbed. So there, i lost my opportunity.

hmm.. I think I’m fine n/o/w I don’t know.

and I know you hate me, all my words and appearances in front of you..

Sophomore NYC

Well I grab several pics on their site which you can see at my blog roll. So im curiously attracted by their amusement on the catalog. Go see it.

“I miss YOU, simple.”

I love girls who take off their bras in sunny days. I love boys who quit measuring their tits. (whoopsieh)

again, I’m not promoting,

I kinda miss those fancy faces and lines in my previous life.

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So yeah, there will be Javasoulnation 2009 here in Jakarta. The promoter has confirmed The Ting Tings will perform here.  who’s gonna come see ‘em with me? I don’t care, i’ll be there. It’s a bit frustrating tho, I’ve lost one escort to watch every concerts preformed in my country. But I think I’ll do just fine. I got money on me, i tend to buy those tickets and cheers on their acts.

Week of holiday has come to an end. Tomorrow I’ll head back to Bandung, finish every duties. Isn’t anyone sometimes willing to abandon his/her tasks? I sometimes do. Oh darn, just wrap ‘em up.