I Need Solitariness

Confession in Return part III

your pictures are sentimental
they speak something like ‘Back Off’.

They Say: Yes, Only Love Can Break Your Heart

When you were young
and on your own
How did it feel
to be alone?
I was always thinking
of games that I was playing.
Trying to make
the best of my time.

But only love
can break your heart
Try to be sure
right from the start
Yes only love
can break your heart
What if your world
should fall apart?

I have a friend
I’ve never seen
He hides his head
inside [...]

Tentang Politik Kita

Berbicara tentang politik pemerintahan di Indonesia, kita kerap kali menemukan berbagai ungkapan-ungkapan bullshit yang dituturkan oleh segenap kelompok maupun oknum di hadapan media TV atau Koran. Setiap kelompok mencari kebenaran bagi kelompoknya masing-masing.

Apakah budaya dan etika sudah tidak ada lagi di meja politik orang Indonesia? Terkadang, ketika pemerintah yang berwenang sedang berpidato atau memusyawarahkan sesuatu [...]

Serangan ‘marah-marah’ dadakan

SIAL.
Beberapa hari ini gua gampang banget marah. Hal-hal kecil aja bisa memicu ‘hormon marah’ gua sampe meledak-ledak. Terus terang hal-hal yang bikin gua marah itu ga esensial a.k.a ga penting a.k.a small stuff. And I really hate myself when it comes in a sudden.
Ya pada intinya, badan gua keep on moving foreward and backward, gua [...]

TIRED to be COMMITTED

Hancur otak gua rasanya. Badan gua udah ga fit sekarang. Perhatian gua uda kesebar kemana-mana ngga karuan. Gua benci banget hal kaya gini. Tai.
Well, gua stop smoking for awhile. Gua mo jaga dulu kesehatan ini. Hff.. cape bangsat.
Uda 3 hari ini gua cape. Bukan cape fisik aja, tapi cape otak juga. Ngikutin suatu acara jurusan [...]

JEALOUSY

Jealousy,

Kenapa terkadang manusia bisa jealous berlebihan banget ya? Setiap tau sesuatu ‘yang
harusnya ngga kita tau’ tiba-tiba jeles. Tiba-tiba langsung panas hatinya,
langsung berapi-api keabisan tenaga dan pikiran. Langsung marah-marah dengan
pasangan, langsung ngelampiasin dengan ngerokok, minum, nulis Blog (loh). Cape ngga
si lo?

Pada
saat kita merasa jeles, setiap apa yang ingin kita ungkapkan kayanya terlalu
berlebihan. Terus malah [...]

Antipathy

and now i don’t have to be so close and near with people around me.

antipathy,
there’s my current feeling
i’m really looking for myself, a mystery.

i don’t need any inspiration, distraction,
i wanna lay down, if i can, feeling balanced

can i handle myself? can i handle my thoughts which always comes first before [...]

a junkie tree

thus, the chaotic presence might lead us to never ending pain..
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